Less lonely, not scared..low on patience

[BRNR]

Jay-

I have all these same feeling too. But for me, thinking that far into the future gives me anxiety and even more stress on top of an already stressful situation. Try to take it day by day to get a clearer head to think with. You are still hurting and are saying a lot of this out of emotion. Take the time and focus on YOU, not her. I know it is hard, I am struggling with it myself, but it really does help.