glad to hear you sound abit philosophical and "better". yay...
glad to hear either h will be there for birth or have bunch of support.
strong little you- yay for activities that get you out- it's hard isn't it- even WANTING to go out and have fun and gal- oh well- fingers crossed THAT IT KEE[PS getting easier and easier in general - in life to do it.
just ch3eckng in- sos w me - usual tangle of feelings up and down- sometimes i realize i feel creative and laugh more , so thinking somehow i'm crawling out of thi9s abyss? fingers crossed - don't wantt o go being too optimistic. maybe in the end- we just begin tobounce back to who we were before h came along and changed our lives, changed our outlooks, etc.
i h ope so too - i can hardly remember beign free single fun person who laughed "toomuch" according to my mother. GEEEZ- IS THERE SUCH A THING as laughing too much?
mayube i've allowed the downer jerks around me to suck me down to their level- God know2s i have ne3ver been able to make any of them quitre as light hearted or able to see the funny side- this business of hanging round with "mirthless" people is bad-
onwrd and upward today- life is good- xxoo (( )) hope you're feeling well phyusically & mentally and enjoying every little pleasure and child insight your boys have to give. lucky you...
