No drama to report...I spent a quiet few hours home last night in my sweats and had suchi for dinner last night while H was out with the boys. He seemed really quiet and bothered last night, but I am not trying to read anything into it. It is his weekend with the boys and I dread when they are away...I miss them so much. My youngest son said he wished he was home with me this weekend. I held back my overwhelming emotions to cry and just stated simply "I do too, but you'll have fun with your Dad." I have been hesitant to tell the boys my boys that they have a choice of whether they go to thier Dad's or not. On one hand, I feel they should have a choice, but on the other hand I don't to create waves towards any drama that might come out of it. Anyone have any thoughts on this? Also, I was invited by H to go out Saturday with them to shoot pool. I am still undecided if I am going to go, and just remained silent when he asked. Still thinking about that one.


BombOctober 2012-
OW 11/28/12 -H still denies
Separated 11/29/12
Own place 12/12/12
Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13
Oct 2013 - I knew I was done
Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life