Grateful, yes. Jaded, cynical, negative.....all of the above. I really do need to work on PMA. I am actually very good at this when I am not around W. At work, I am much more like myself but when I get home and see my W, negative feelings start to creep in. I know this is not helping me, with myself or with my W. Just got to keeping working.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
