Well, ladies thanks for all of this. I had to walk away from reading your posts several times because it was so close to what I've felt and still feel at times. It's been a difficult week. The feelings are not as raw now but events can bring it back. Not the same intensity but it still hurts.
I have no words of wisdom only, as Ad said, companionship.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss