LIS, my number one issue is trust. But trust can be defined/quantified in so many ways, it's almost unfair. Do I trust him to be honest? No, because he lies. Do I trust him to be loyal to me? No, because he has chosen his kids/sibs over me multiple times. Do I trust him to be financially responsible? No, because he isn't. Do I trust him to care about me? No, because I can't remember when he last did.
So if it looks like I'm all over the place, I think it's because I am. I guess I just feel like if I could get *one* thing to work, then it would be a seed for all the rest.
