its been 2 years since this round started with my H (who doesn't actually feel like my H anymore) and over 3 since the first time he decided he wasnt' happy and wanted out
the first time he changed his mind within a few months and we were doing fairly well until almost a year to that date
this second time (in a nutshell) has been just over 2 years ago
he actually moved out this time
has gone on with his life as if he is single

he is conducting himself in a way that he always said he disliked
meaning now he is sleeping with lots of different women (or should i say girls - they are less then half his age mostly)

he shows no signs of turning around

he also has shown no signs of filing and we are not even legally separated
anyway, as this is a rollercoaster, today is a particularly bad day and i just needed to vent

although i have not posted in quite awhile i still find some comfort on this board
so have decided to post

glad i have it to vent to
and i wish everyone a great day


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