Still confused...about everything.

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I know what I need to do...focus on me. I think all this time that H and I have spent with the kids and texting/emailing has gotten my focus off myself and back on him...time to take a step backwards even though I feel that will give him the validation that we won't work, but I guess that is just the way it goes.

And my health, I would rather not focus on and just do what I have to do in that avenue and go with the flow. It just stresses me out too much.

I have to focus on getting me happy and doing things I enjoy...can't wait until warmer weather so I can enjoy them. This cold doesn't allow for much things to do for me.