Still confused...about everything.

[BRNR]

Well, yesterday's conversation with H regarding my medical issues went well.

He said he would be there for me for whatever I needed, including taking me in for surgery, bringing me dinner, the kids, and emotional moral support if I want to talk. I am very grateful.

I'll tell you...Somedays I wonder if he is an MLC'er or just a WAS.

We even went to lunch after the conversation and he initiated conversations about OR and other things. He basically said there is a lost emotional connection between us and that is why we can't be together. I told him that I was sorry he felt that way, and that I didn't feel the same, but I just want him to be happy.

I also feel it is time for me to walk away from this man despite my love for him. I can't see how we will ever be able to gain an emotional connection with us being apart. The love is gone for him, and while there doesn't seem to be hate either, I just can't help someone feel something, even though that is what I want.

I am thinking of writing him a letter really expressing that I will let him go and that I hope he finds everything he wants in life...does anyone have any thoughts, opinions, or anything I should include/exclude from the letter.