Here we go loopty loo. Here we go loopty li.

[reachingHigher]

Oh, Raine, I'm so sorry. It's so hard to be perfect all the time and not make the slightest slip! I've said so many inappropriate things along the way to H, but I didn't have to know what he was doing or with who.

Your H is hurting so badly inside. He is so frightened too.

I think you are doing remarkably well. I was picturing him hugging you with baby between. I remember hugging my H at work as we were seeing each other at a shift change when I was very pregnant with S13. I said "you're already letting the baby come between us!"

Thanks so much for your comments on my thread. You have well thought out posts yet are able to feel emotions intensely. You are a pillar of strength right now for everyone in your life. Keep up the good work

Hugs for you today,
rH