Don't be so hard on yourself, Raine. Having emotions is not a bad thing. In your situation, it is very understandable. Your H made a mess of things. His choices is absolutely the right way to look at it. And don't be afraid to ask for what you need. You'll need quite a bit with the kids and a new one on the way.
Be well.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
