Yes. I've had a lot of those kind of possibilities swirling around in my head. I wonder if a PA with OW #2 could have happened a few years ago. But the things that are strange to me is all the other 180s in life. I get if there were issues with me that I just didn't realize, that he didn't communicate, but then why not get a divorce? Why hasn't he seen a lawyer by now if he felt that way 9 months ago? Why has he dropped his kids, friends and everything else too? Nothing fully adds up. I don't think he has ever felt good enough for anything, because he has said that his parents never acknowledged any of his successes. His Dad is jealous of him and has told him he is where he is because of luck.

At BD I thought everything was to do with depression. He would go back and forth between he was depressed to this is who he has always been.

M38,H39
M:16Y
BD:8/12
OWDB:11/12
S:11/12-5/13
"Temp" home:6/13
OW dropped:9/13
"I love you":12/13
H ring on:2/14
Depression back:5/15
"I'm done:" 7/15
H moved out: 3/16
H moved back: 12/16
Working on us: 3/17