I need you to make it sound like your decision because IT IS your decision.
"I will be at the mediation as that is most important to me."
Is it bordering on mental cruelty? Probably. I'm sure we could debate that until the end of time. And, yes, you ARE sensitive. Totally strange to be sensitive in your situation. I don't know... I mean you had your whole life turned upside down and you're sensitive. Totally unacceptable
Give yourself a break, sweetie. You're doing the best you know how to do. And you know what? I'm proud of you! I think you're doing great!
