I think you've let your resentments totally take over. There comes a point in everyone's sitch when the LBS starts letting their resentment take over and they start thinking in absolutes like the WAS. Suddenly they see "clarity" and the LBS is the one suffering while the WAS was all at fault. You're at that point now especially since you're listening to your friends instead of people on here who have gone through what you have.
Start owning up to your own sh*t through what she has told you and start changing for the better. No one said you had to act like a doormat. That was your choice to be like that. You don't have to go the other way and be a total d*ck either. You have the choice to be better and you can. Once you are, you'll be able to handle her in a more healthy way rather than in a position of anger.
Believe me, we've all been through what you have. Do you want to be "right" or do you want to be M'd? Your feelings of having to be right stem from your pride and from you being hurt. You're better than that.
I can guarantee that if you have that conversation with her, you might as well kiss your M goodbye.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
