Well, things have gone from bad to worse. D16 has decided to move in with H. I let her go and it has broken my heart. Separation is not going well. Attorneys are still working thru the agreement. H was shocked I got an attorney. REALLY!
H has made a couple of threats if he doesn't get his way in S. I've made up my mind to not believe him and just keep GAL. I am currently trying to find a place to move too that doesn't break my budget.
We have had a couple of conversations and he has made the comment "baby steps"...I have backslid and talked about my remorse for hurting him and the family. I will do much better in the future. I'm going completely dark. We have nothing more to discuss at this point. The hardest part is when I see him, he still makes my heart jump...
Me 46/H 48 M 19/T 20 D 21 Away at College D 17 PA 9/12 H left 10/23/12
