Originally Posted By: Tallula
^^^^^ THIS!!!

I didn't sleep more than 3 hours in a row until my S was a year old. Gonna take a wild guess that you didn't ever take the night feeding shift.

You are unbelievable. She probably figures you care more about your money than your S. and, from this post alone, I get that feeling too. Wow



I have 2 semi clear memories of the first 6 months of our son's life.

One was of me praying, out loud, for "3 hours of sleep in a row". I felt that if I could just get those hours consecutively, I'd feel so much better, things would be clearer. Pain would be lessened. And I had a husband who helped me!

The other memory was of me putting our son down for a nap and seeing that he might really take a nap...like for an hour or so...So I was faced with a choice:

Should I, 1) take a shower, which I NEEDED, or
2) eat something, which I had NOT done well for days, or
3) sleep, which I desparately craved, or
4) clean up around the house; or

5) if I should get dressed and put some make up on. God only knows how I looked.

I chose to eat something, and then I fell asleep.

That was a really good day... I had options.


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change