Nero - there is no good are bad way to deal with all of this junk! Do what feels right for you! I know your frustrated but you need to take a step back and not let every day be determined by how your alien is going to act. If you don't want to go there then don't, dont even read this site if your not up to it.
Sometimes I just cant think about dbing or h, nothing that involves a shred of my reality. That's when I go spend some money on something fun, like ice cream! Be kind to Nero, she's had a rough time lately!!!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
