Yes I can...I guess it is all catching up to me emotionally...I feel like I pack it away sometimes and then it bust out full force when it is too much. Think of the closet where you keep stuffing and stuffing and then one day the doors bust open and it falls out. LOL!
Good. You do see it. And you have a sense of humor about it.
I know. We spend our childhood learning to be independent. We spend our young adult lives being independent. We tell ourselves we need to be independent. But really, we need others in our lives at some point. You are very lucky to have people you can turn to in times of need. We don't all have that, but we only find that out when we need to That's a bit of patience right there, if I've ever seen it!
Life is rich and blessed, BRNR. Sometimes we hold on to things like we see in the John Wayne movies (or Jane in this case?) But honestly, there are times to stand your ground and times to sway in the breeze. Neither are comfortable, but they are all good for us. We see the good in the situation at a later date though.
I'm not saying your affliction is a good thing per se. But it has some good in it. Teaching you to adapt and ask for help might be that...
You're awesome, BRNR. You are really awesome. Don't let anyone tell you different. And don't let anyone tell you that you have to do everything. Stay focused on what's important and it'll all fall into place like it should. It really does. Only hang onto the high priority things in your life and let the rest go.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
That's a bit of patience right there, if I've ever seen it!