Keep your very sane mental attitude going- it sure did sound exhausting. you sound very darn good for having gone thru an intense "conversation" like that and come out so chilled. i can't believe it ends soo - well, equivocal. so stay- but let him fling around floating allover the place-
talk about being a lighthouse - you truly are and he even acknowledges it.
i wonder - it's all so crazy - what their little voice in their head is teling them. Where the heck does a person turn when the "little voice" can't be relied upon? i wonder about my little voice- if i've been soooo wrong for soooo long.
some days i think anything is possible- some days total defeat -
now that i wonder what is in h's head- i'm not going there.
take care and hope your day is good. wouldn't it be something if the mother ship sucked them allllll up simultaneously?
after meeting that old buddy at the doll show and her sharing her "story" (like ours) - i hae to wonder how very many women go thru this stuff and never say a peep to another living soul - go thru it all alone- come to the same conclusions? this is second person i know who went thru and managed to come out other side with marriage intact-
combination of waiting it out- nothing bettter to do- faith in their own love and guy being worth it-
i wonder why i have such doubts about him and his ability to be anything like i thought he was.
oh well- i'm outta here- allover the place and nothing lucid other than
thinkin about you- keep the faith you are sure having major strength of character and lucidity in face of constantly changing set of circumstances. i think my sitch is confusing then listen to you- i can't imagine how hard it is - you're doing great i think if a very hard time ....
