Subguy,
Glad that you changed your mind and are going to Alaska. Something fun to look forward to always helps. Plus that is a "YOU" activity. You can create the light to find your way out of the dark pit. Use your children as motivators for you. Also, how is the elderly neighbor and dinner going?
I was reading a fitness mag last night and saw a Beast Body ad, made me think of you. Have you started? What so you think?

SD, Hey, you may have been in my neighborhood, depending on what part of the OH river. wink