360 emotions..With everything H has said and done, I knew I would begin to feel differently but not this way. I have begun to relive the horrible things H has said to me in my head. As a result, I feel offended all over again But I'm not hurt or crying anymore, just uncaring. It's like I don't love him the same. I feel like I'm a fool for accepting him back. I notice he's trying but it's like, I don't care anymore. I told H how I feel. I can't shake it. H wants to go to counseling but I'm not sure about it now. When I wanted us to continue counseling during the A, He didn't think he needed it. I don't like how I feel and I'm not sure how this will turn out.
