A quandary of mine....and this basically gives me fits of anxiety every time I think about it. I have been sort of dark for some time, basically only surfaced a few time to ask about the kids now and then and to finalize a bit of a moving on letter. Now I find that by totally doing letting things go...I am heavy of heart, wondering if I will ever get a chance to make things right Why can’t I seem to trust that my ex will ever look my way again….
M 52 W 40 D 15 (step) S 12 (step) Married 7, together almost 8 Separated 1 year before bomb from her "I love you, I'm just..." BD final 8/22/12
