almost 3 months....seems like eternity

[eyesopen]

Suckerpunch,

Sometimes we just need a little nudge back on the patience train. We all know this is the most difficult thing to go through. It seems to me that one of the most recurring aspects of those who reconciled, is it didn't happen overnight.

I know I have days where I would like to be with someone. Although that comes when I am feeling lonely. Then I think about how much I miss my children being here when I get home. It gives me strength to keep digging, to keep growing, so that I may have that chance again. I could give up return to the old me, but that would pretty much seal my fate. Keep working, dig a little deeper and find a new level of patience. It is in you, it's in all of us.