Okay...I think, no I know, everyone is right. I just talked to H and asked if he had any availability to meet for lunch this week as I needed to talk to him about something...he said he could probably do Wednesday, and will keep me posted. Fingers crossed that this goes okay.

Rock JC - my sentiments exactly, I want him to step up and take care of his kids in the least, if he wants to help me too, than great, but I have no expectations that will happen. Also, no I am not a member of a church...

Thank you everyone....I am severely stressed and emotional...hopefully the outcome of all the test is that I am okay...would be great to take that worry off my plate.

BombOctober 2012-
OW 11/28/12 -H still denies
Separated 11/29/12
Own place 12/12/12
Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13
Oct 2013 - I knew I was done
Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life