Still confused...about everything.

[BRNR]

I do not have family nearby...and lost my connections with his family when all this started. I do hear and understand everything you are saying, trust me it is hard time for me and I am stressed out that what already is a hard situation has now become harder . I wish I had family...that is why I am on this board as much as I am as you all have extended your opinions and support as a family memeber would do.

I have freinds that can take me to and pick me up during the procedures, but no one to care for the kids during my "disabled" time. If he can't, then unfortunely, I have no other options. When it has come to our kids, since he released OW, he has been there 110%...I am hoping he will do the same...at this time I am praying for the best.

But Snodderly, know that I hear you 1000%. I am just stuck between a rock and a hard place....I wish I wans't...