You know, I was thinking the same thing - this would be hilarious if it weren't so tragic - I still think of that stellar e-mail from your husband. Well, at least he likes you. I think I got that in a Valentine once - when I was six! I could not help but still smile.
And I agree with you - I never thought I would be here. Carrying the whole load for both of us. Nope, not me! Apparently, you never really know how you are going to react when reality comes knocking!
You hang in there, too. The best image I read about on these Boards was that sometimes we just need to sit on the curb and wave as the parade goes by...that image makes me smile, too. Especially when I picture xSO with a jester's hat on and me waving like a queen