Thank you for replying. Here is what happened this weekend -

Saturday was pretty good. My parents are no help and their phone call was upsetting but I was able to put it behind me. Saturday night we went out on a date - dinner and movie. We had a nice time, laughed, etc.

Sunday morning my husband casually informed me that he was signing a lease on an apartment in the afternoon.

Just when I think I can't hurt more than I already am I find out that there is a whole new level of pain.

I unfortunately wasn't able to put on a happy face after this announcement. And this morning I said some things that I should have kept to myself but I was angry and hurting.

I showed him a 7 week marriage help telecourse that I am signing up for. It has 2 options - solo or as a couple. He informed me that I need to do the solo course.

I can't believe what a selfish and self centered SOB he has become. I don't know this person. And right now I am really really struggling with my anger. I want to lash out and hurt him like he is hurting me and I now that is wrong and would only make matters worse. When do my feelings matter?

This feels more and more hopeless every day.