It messes with my PMA and detachment. It reminds me that I'm still on the roller coaster. I say to myself, "jzoom, why do you care?" and I can't answer my own question.
Because you still care for her and you still want her back. You can't just turn that off like a light switch. Don't beat yourself up over it, just keep working on your GAL activities. You need time to heal, you're just now starting the process. You'll get there, just give yourself time!
