Well... it's over my W is going down to file for divorce this week and I am tired, very very tired. I'm tired of hurting and crying. Tired of her lieing about everything. Tired of feeling worn out, like I was beat up and drug through a knot hole backwards.
Time to regroup again, focus on me and my children. Learning, growing, becoming a better Dad is my objective at this point.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.