I know it does not always seem that way but the focus really is on me. I have decided that I still want him to be part of my life but I now have no clue how to interact with him. It is not really like starting over because that is not how he relates to me. Maybe that is why it is so strange. I was always the talker and now I am not.
I am learning how to listen which is why I still have so many questions about communication.
Thank you Snodderly. It is always so helpful to me to have an outside perspective. I still have some hope that things will work out even if I am the only one!