Thanks for the hugs, Tori. I'm definitely needing them!
I have been dealing with this crap for 6 months now and no matter what I have tried (even attempts at LRT), nothing seems to affect her. The emotional abuse she has been dishing out to me (no sex, recoiling at my touch, ice queen, not including me in her activities with friends, letting me see her all happy and sparkling with anyone besides me, etc.) is taking its toll. I feel like what she is really trying to do is to drive me out of the house. She knows this stuff affects me greatly. In fact, her behavior is just like the LRT being directed at ME.
I'm in serious need of direction from people who have been through all of this crap and have successfully made it through. I have about had it. My wife is a VERY determined individual who has always made it through any crisis in her life by just shutting off her emotions and becoming a "machine". I am NOT that way and so, it seems, I am getting slowly destroyed.
I have counseling session number two scheduled for tomorrow. I purchased three of them. I am really hoping to get some kind of epiphany that will work for me.
