In the process of removing all of my clothes from our bedroom. Today I am officially moving out of our master BR. Every time I go in there, I feel like I'm invading her space.
She's told me multiple times that the love she has for me is gone. If that's the case, she doesn't feel "married" to me any more or at least doesn't want to be. I have decided that if that's how she feels, it's time for me to start living my life like it's over.
I'm gonna do my best to be nice and cordial, but no more inviting her to do things with me. No more attempts to reconcile. No more mentioning anything about us or our past. I need to move on in my heart.
I find it impossible to "act as if". I need to "believe". My actions then will naturally follow.
Gonna re-read DR. I'm still looking for hope. Just haven't been finding any lately.
