Really hard day today - whilst my W has gone away to "think" or be with OM depending on which way you look at it, I am at home with our Son.
Don't get me wrong we've done some nice things; been out for lunch, football, played on computer etc its just that everything I do with him, it makes me so sad that my W isn't with us.
The truth is I can GAL and 180 all I want but it doesn't change the fact that I just miss her so much and desperately want us to be a family again. It just seems like that will never happen.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013
