Braveheart, don't know how I missed your post, just now saw it and you are right I cannot change them, I can only pray for them.
This breakup with bf has been very hard on me also. Feel like im going thru another MLC. I do say though it is not near as bad as the ending of my marriage. I guess I am stronger after all.
My counselor that I am talking to says that the reason I have a hard time letting go goes back to my rel with my dad yrs. ago. I have a desperate need for a male in my life due to this. I wont go into all the details but its not just a case of be afraid of being alone, its more than that. Its a fear, but a fear of not having that male presence in my life.
One of the main lessons i have learned going thru this with my ex is NEVER EVER rely on anyone solely. Financially or emotionally. Rely on you and you only. Be prepared. It like this.....911 is there to help, but they can only get there so fast.....be able to help yourself if needed, dont solely rely on anyone or anything.
I saw my son today and had a very plesant visit. It was at work but none the less a great 30 minutes. I thank GOD for it all.
