Valeria, I remember you well and often wondered how you were doing. I am truly sorry about your xh's passing. He was quite young by today's statistics. Mlc takes a toll on a person's body and I do think it speeds up the process of illnesses.
Valeria, you are a widow and you have every right to mourn. Will you be going to the funeral services? Your xh would want you there.
Cherish the good times that you shared and when you are having a bad day, pull those memories out to help you get through the day.
Sending you love and prayers. My condolences to you and your family.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
