Studies in Feral Cats, part 5

[Raine]

I keep thinking about you and your wife with the multiple OM and all your helpful advice with my H. I do think it has made standing easier for me with H too. All the jumping around from one to the next, makes me feel like his heart is not with any of them. Maybe it's being a woman, but that would hurt me more than the PA if he had a real relationship or the facade of one. i don't know how anything that begins with this foundation could be considered a real relationship. I feel like it will be easier to forgive and get past if I'm the one still in his heart, even if buried so deep right now.