I truly do feel like a widow, but without the condolences from family and friends, so I appreciate your kind words and prayers.
My XH's death has hit me hard. I have gone through a lot in the past few years, including the death of my parents, but nothing has hit me quite this bad.
My ex never remarried after our divorce. He often said that he would never get married again .. unless it was to me. My ex was only 56 years old .. way to young to leave this world.
