There's not many on this forum who remember me .. maybe Snodderly and one or two others. I used to post on here a lot back in 2005-2007.
My XH went through an extreme MLC after a 20 year marriage which ended in a divorce that neither of us really wanted. He called me a lot after the divorce, and we often talked about getting back together but somehow that never happened.
Yet he called me on the phone a lot and I would see him driving by my house on occasion. I never gave up hope. I never stopped loving my XH and I never stopped hoping for that miracle that would reconcile us. In the 8 years since the nightmare began, I never met anyone else that could compare to the love that I felt for my XH. I'm not posting this to discourage anyone else, because most people do go on to find new love .. it just never happened for me.
Today I learned that my XH died this morning of a massive heart attack. I don't know why I felt the need to post this information today after so long a time. I guess I used to feel such a connection with the other posters on this board and just needed to close my chapter.
