J, "zombie" is a good description. She is never the same person from day to day. She plays music or wears headphones all the freakin time which drives me crazy because I know it is just to tune the world out. She never listened to music before.
I will not leave. I very well may become bat-sh#t crazy ( if not already) but I will not leave the house. I have said many times that it probably would be easier if we were not around each other but in the long run maybe it will be a positive thing. Who knows?
2-1 odds she is on the couch tonight since we ML last night. Seems to be her MO.
One last thing: I mentioned that I may go out today to watch a ball game and she seemed a little upset about it. Didn't say anything just passive aggressive. What gives? If you don't want to be around me then why get upset when I leave?
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
