Hard day today as I can't stop thinking what will or won't happen on Sunday - I've felt line this since my W sent the email.

I have worked on myself a lot and I so desperately want my W to work on our marriage - but I just can't see it happening - not yet at least...

W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs
8 year old Son
ILYBINILWY - Dec 12
W moved out - Jan 2013
OM - Jan 2013
I file for D - May 2013