Well, tonight I dropped them off at H's and haven't cried once!!! I'm kind of shocked! Went to dinner with my friend & got pedi's.
Now I'm getting ready to watch a movie.
I say give it a try. It will be really hard at first, but it's not horrible. Dare I admit it...I'm looking forward to my time alone... Don't call the bad mom police My sponcer is a divorced mom of 3, and had told me to embrace the moments I enjoy just being Tallula. That it doesn't mean I'm a bad mom, I had these beautiful babies and made them my life! It's ok to enjoy me again. Now tomorrow morning I could be sobbing, but I Didn't cry walking down the stairs of H's apartment. Big!
I can already see H has really stepped up more as a dad. I hung out while he made dinner. Double take...made dinner?!?! Now, it was Mac n cheese and hit dogs (I'm a bit of a no processed food, make everything from scratch or from the garden, cloth diaper, composter...yep), but I just enjoyed a nice conversation with H and left as they sat down to eat.
Yes, I survived that first weekend, and this one looks even better. You can do this!!
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
