I want to in the worst way....I have chosen to respect her wish to leave her and the kids alone. For whatever reason she is not allowing any contact at this time. I spoke with my step-son back in mid Nov, and it was very emotional for him (me too), and a few text messages with Step-D, but since then the W has blocked my phone. Its too bad....I know....but not much I can do at this point, and I am praying that she softens her heart at some point and allows some sort of relationship in the future.
M 52 W 40 D 15 (step) S 12 (step) Married 7, together almost 8 Separated 1 year before bomb from her "I love you, I'm just..." BD final 8/22/12
