SS, thanks for keeping us up on how it's going. It's a nice reminder to everyone that it isn't all smooth-sailing even after the commitment to R.
I'm curious about some of your statements (on my thread), like that you don't think you'll be M'd forever, and that you're not sure you'll be able to fully trust him again. So, what then are you building your current R on? Do you just enjoy his company that much? Or is it the financial security? Just curious what offsets the comfort you had achieved on your own.
