Sitting in the back seat!

[Occy01]

Re: AS. Thanks so much for your reply. It really helps to know that there are people out there who take the time to give support and advice, or just a friendly ear.
Just now it seems like I am taking small steps in the right direction, when it comes to working on myself. Training,training,training! Also continuing to think about not pressuring her to stay, but sometimes it gets to me and I get sad, so I try to be on my own.
W says she wants to continue MC, helps us communicate. But she says maybe we should go every 3 or 4 weeks instead of every week.
Have ordered DB and DR, still waiting for their arrival. Trying to sort out my thoughts and emotions so I can make concrete decisions on exactly what I need to 180, already working on my R with our D and S, trying to be more positive ( very, very hard given the circumstances!).
Valentines day passed without much interest. W was out looking at a house, I was out with the children. Evening spent together eating brownies I had bought for the children. Didn't push to talk about house she saw, and W only touched on the subject.
This weekend D and S with grandparents, so we can sort out practical stuff. Monday is our 4 year anniversary :-( ... Wonder how to deal with that???

Thanks for the support....