Beatrice, i have a question for you...
At bomb drop, we all wish for reconnection.. We are so much in love and also in denial of the events that are taking place.. We all look for answers and signs.. What you are describing now is what i have envision the end of my story to be. I always saw myself as the key holder through out his crisis. I always knew it would be my choice to take him back or move on, eventho he sees it as HIS sole decision.. Like i wouldn' t have a say in it.. I am 3yrs and a half past bomb and he still runs the show ( in his mind )..

My question: How did you see your future ? Have you ever envision this? Not his but yours..