Busting, Thanks for dropping by, I hope you are OK.
I know I need to "let my mind rule" over my emotions.
The latest incident involving stbx going to my kids' schools and spinning a version that has us as 'the problem' makes me fume.
I feel like things are getting right out of touch with reality. And then the point comes where you start to doubt your own mind.
STBX's versions of things are so far removed from my experience of what has happened that I'm not sure how to cope in situations where I need to give an alternative account of what is going on (e.g., to my lawyer, to the kids' schools).
When i try to formulate a version of what has happened, it sounds so unbelievable that i can't imagine that anyone would credit it. If I can't believe that my H would do such things, how would anyone else?
My mother believes me (although she still can't reconcile his actions with the man she thought he was), but most others who know a little of the story look at me sideways with disbelief.
