I have my reasons which ill explain. They weren't fancy or expensive all they had was a few of her fav flower among others with a simple Happy Valentines Day message. The reason I gave in was purely because I haven't seen her in 3/4 weeks and I hated the thought of not getting W anything as, in my eyes that really would show her I don't care anymore. Another reason is I feel as if I'm competing with someone all guesswork and mind reading I just have that gut feeling.
But do you know what? I was in quite a good mood all day didnt expect a text or call from W about them but mid afternoon she text saying "thanks for the flowers u really shouldn't have though!" After I read that I went flat and wondered why I did even bother because it got me thinking "why shouldn't I, I haven't been told otherwise!"
I said it before, your damned if you do and damned if you don't!
Ok go - start telling me what a fool I've been and all the damage that has been done and what a backslide I made.
M - 37 W - 35 T - 11 M - 5.5 SD13 D10 S4 ILYBINILWY 15 Oct '12 Moved out 7 Dec 12 At present - Being the best dad i can be.
