the whole (in your car thing) - try on my side3 of the bed- i know it- i ahte it- i am willing it to the back of my mind while i regroup in life enough to find out my own bottom line and what i will do with it all.
will it back there- you can always think about it some later day- today- shutit off if possible.
my h is so juvinile - i could cry for the lost man that was sooo nice - soooo smart - soooo decent. (or else i was having a total dream sequence for 30+ years)
anyway- hang on- my neices baby- first time i picked her up this visit- blurted out as we drove up to my house- my mommy has a picture of your houseo n her phone - with the red car. when i asked who was in teh red car- she said (4 years old) "jacka$$) " so i guess everyone on the earth feels compelled to spy- me, not so much. i read two letters on e-mail and phone and that was enough to decimate me. all the rest is merely gratuitous pain- no thanks.
it's all so much the same crap- we can pray- remind ourselves of why our cup is half full - and just put one foot in front of another.
today- think of your lovely lovely kids and how much they love you and bask in it- it is something very darn huge.
