i'm sending val. greetings because i think we can all still appreciate and care for each other out there- friends tho not in person- i hope your day is okay and i'm thinking about you.
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I just want someone to shake me and say "it's MLC and it's not going to be like this forever. Just hold on." I feel like I'm doing the right things, but there is the ever present feelings of doubt.
OH GOD - MY DEAR - I WOULD pay cash money to hear the same thing and BELIEVE IT. UNFORTUNATELY- IT it was God or some other reputable source i might. i tell myself - i read the book - i still am nagged by the doubts. oh well - this being human su_ks doesn't it?
today, as usual -i'm grateful to be alive, healthy & sane. ta da.. remember - we can ALWAYS walk away tomorrow if we want to. do not explode before bedtime.
your other post- your h with ow1 - sadly , the stories i hear confirm that not only is itn ot wierd and out of the realm of sanity- it's STINKING COMmon. what a sad sad comment. a step sister in law has filed for d afgter about 30 years of that junk- CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE 30 years oif it? i 'm hoping she met someone new and is in line for some happiness and that is what has motivated her. fingers crossed- NO BODY deserves to feel like this for thirty stinking years!!!!!
i have to submit this becasue i can't see the rest of your posts to comment. hang in there- on a good day i can see it is a type of insanity- and having a few close brushes with total and official insanity- i can say it is an awful thing-
today i waffle- but hey-
hang on... you can do it. i never thought i could- but dawn and i were just comparing notes on how we felt a year ago- there's a hell of alot of improvement- i never thought i'd get functional again- ta da- i am (not peak performance - but not on the floor anymore) (moved to a chair) but still alive.
