I really didn't expect anything different. And as I think about things I'm basically still just being passive-agressive and that maybe it's some defense mechanism on my part...piss her off so she really just gets away from me and I don't even have to do business with her anymore = i.e. internal excuse not to have to change.

Yeah, I'm not reading hope into anything. I don't want hope with her. I told my friend I don't want to talk about it anymore, that we can talk about anything "but".

I GALed last night and had an AWESOME time! Meeting lots of friendly people, talking, laughing, and flirting with new women.

“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln